Brain space

I'm running short on brain space. Or something. I don't know what else to call it. This blog posting is evidence of it, judging by how poorly though-out it is. Just read on, you'll see what I mean.

(First, this is my first posting consisting of more than a sentence or two in a long time. I noticed I lost a few followers. Damn. Why do people gotta be so lame and impatient?)

Anyway, back to brain space. I'm only capable of keeping one or two important things running in my mind simultaneously. In fact, more than one really starts to compromise my ability to do any task well. My brain simply fills up; it runs out of space. Everyday tasks, such as holding a cup of water, become clumsy near-failures due to my distracted state of mind.

I'm back at work this week and it's been a tough adjustment, for several reasons, a couple of which I'll bother getting into. I have a pallet of important things to accomplish before the first day of school next week, I haven't really started any of them in earnest, and what I have done has been clumsy because of my high level of distraction. Piled on top of all this is that I think one of my friendships may have come to an end and this has been pretty tough on me. I've been stressed about it, it's been another distraction, and I really just want to be friends with this person again. Okay, so much for that. I'll just hope for the best.

So, I'm slowly mustering the energy to get back to work while I try to make more space in my brain.